Me and shoes!

I like shoes. I simple like them so much, or shall I say I 'love' them.

I know most woman like shoes, but not all are quite obsessed with it. I won't call myself in the category of obsessed, but I know I like shoes a lot.

Its just so hard to resist a pretty-hot-sexy shoes.

There are many shoes shop with pretty hot and sexy design but I must say only few brand only know my type of feet. For a girl, I have quite a big feet, so let me put it this way, I am in the category of Uma Thurman, Kate Middleton etc. :) well, in otherwords I am also not short in my height! I wear 40 size shoes.

Last week, I was strolling to my neighbouring mall and by chance I saw a 50 percent discount on some shoes and this particular brand usually have my size, ofcourse that too not in all design and style but in some designs. Even Aldo, a big top-notch lady shoe brand do not have my size, their 40 size is way small than the normal 40 size I wear, this is another issue with shoe brand, why there can be a difference in size?! one 40 size is smaller than another 40 size, stupid!

Atleast it is stupid to me, cos at times it is not that easy to find the shoe I like with the design I want, I said this cos some big shoe size are not so great in their style. So when I find my size and that have a syle and design I like, I must buy, cos I do not know when I may encounter again. Those woman who have 36/37 size are very lucky, those are the most common size I guess.

So, last week walking to a mall resulted in buying 3 pair of great shoes, 2 are high heels and the other a flat smart shoe. So here are the upload shoe photos. The black belle style pumps is swede. Flat one is leather.

Online dating and some awful people!

I register myself in one online dating site. Its been a year and 2 months. I like it that it make me have a feeling that I have some power over who can talk to me and ignore who I am not interested in. I don't have to show my expression like in real, except put few photos in it.

 

But there are bad things like any other good thing, the bad thing for me in online dating is the annoyance of some men, specially men from this country I am currently live in. Here are few examples -

1. If I am not interested in that person who sent me messages, I normally just ignore, when once or twice ignore, majority just get it. But the men from this country (as desperate as they seem to be in real, they also seem to be desperate in world wide web too) are again an annoyance as usual, if ignore once or twice they will keep messaging, some even will say ' show some respect'. I dont reply does not mean I do not respect, its just that I am not interested in them. Simple. When I finally replied and said ' not interested', they will still come back and ask ' may I know why? '. I seriously don't see the point why they want to know the reason I am not interested in them. What if I really told them and said, 'I dont find you attractive from photo' or 'you are too young' or 'you are not what I look for',, etc... In the true sense, why don't they just move on after someone said, ' not interested'.

 

2. There is one guy, I remember, his message is quite long for a start opener, but its alright, but the thing is that he seem to used this opening message to all women when he message them. Its like a bot machine on spam that send the same content to a emails. I can tell he is a show-off type, from his note, 'likes to have fun', 'get attention in the center', ' live in South Delhi', his message always ends that say he lives in South Delhi (and South Delhi are expensive than the rest and they are residential area).  I am not at all excited by his 'like to have fun' or the fact that he resied in South Delhi.. nada.. It just show how money minded, and judgemental is he. So annoying.

 

Little things I miss from my native !

1. TV channels - Awww, I miss the TV channnels back home, oh gosh! In this city, its almost all about ****i language channels I am so sick and tired of it.

I miss MTV Asia, I miss Jakarta channel, Korean channel, I miss those channels from China, some from Singapore etc. 

 

2. I miss the easily available pork and beef to buy. Here I have to travel 25 - 40 mins just to get a pork, here its all about chicken, chicken and chicken, this is a city of chicken!

 

3. I miss the greenery, the blue skies, the air, the clean surroundings.

 

4. My dog Tom.

 

5. The second hand market, I can get one nice cocktail dress for just a few money. Even though it is second hand, they are in good condition. Even jeans, fresh new fashion jeans for just few bucks, its awesome. I love our second hand bales in our market....We **** loves second hand clothes, its cheap, lots of variety, they are always of the latest fashion, seriously all these second hand bales comes from developed world and they are in good condition with latest trends, its a secodn hand just in the name. You will find D&G dress for just few bucks, or fresh Abercrombie T-shirt for just 2 dollars.

 

6. My little relatives/cousins who made my live so bearable there. If they are not there, I sure will have mostly a depressing time there.

The movie 'Fast Five'

I just watched the movie Fast Five. It is so good. I think its a must watch movie. Its a sequel of Fast and Furious, but the plot is way better than the previous The Fast and The Furious movies. Vin Diesel and Paul Walker again.

I think I am going back to liking Vin Diesel, he proved himself to me that he is one hot actor again...:P

In the last scene, there was a photo of Letty ( Dom's girlfriend who was supposed killed in Fast and Furious) in the file, who knows Letty was not dead!...

And also, I came to know that there is a next sequel that will be Fast Six, I cannot wait to see it.

In the Fast and Furious, I just love him and Michelle Rodriguez ( as Letty)  as couple, I think they are the best couple ever! Both of them look so good together.

Here are some images of Vin -
                                        What a killer eyes! Damn!

 

His partner is one lucky woman!

I checked his Facebook, yes, its his real Facebook account dedicated for fans which he himself maintain it, I can just see that he is a warm, humble, down-to-earth person. No, I am not exaggerating, I am not too bad in reading face :P

Damn!

 

 

With his co-stars in Fast Five ( Dwayne Johnson etc...)

 

 

 

He looks puzzled here and also looks sorta young!

 

 

'Yo sere tu sol'

I like this song... 'Yo sere tu sol' - Tercer Cielo

The lyrics goes like this ...

When the storm of pain
Rain in your heart
I'll be your sun
I'll be your shelter
I'll be your sun
I will always be with you
I'll be your sun
RAP (Redimi2)
Come, let me be the breath
Let me be the friend to soothe the suffering
Know that I am aware
I'll help you overcome this bad time
Count me in, let me help
You fell but my hand can get up
Talk to me let me in your heart
I will not leave you alone in this situation
Although the storm cloud your sky
I am always willing to give you comfort
I wanna be your sun, the light that guides you
Let me give you back the joy 


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I like it so much that I am listening the whole day, right now too. I also linked in my Facebook.

OMG

OMG! What a pool party!

I just fucking like it! what a good way to end the sunday!
Too bad I didnt take any picture!

Sometimes these little things make life so nice!

Things I hate in this city

1. Too many trash, although its the capital of one nation, there are way too many trash in this city, it is shameful.

2. Majority of the men, in that case I may say the whole ethnicuty, I dont like the way how the men here look at and treat women in general, either they look at in a very sexually objectified way otherwise in a very degrading and condescent manner. All these has to do with the society and culture, the repressed nature of men and women relationship in the society.

3. People who pretend to know everything, such kind of people are in huge number of concentration here. Example- ask for a direction in a road, he/she will be afraid to say they dont know that road, yet still they will point the direction, which you find out later that it was wrong diorection.

4. No sense of fashion, both men and women in this city totally lack fashion sense. They know branded stuff, but they do not know what is beautiful, style, trend, and mix and match. Those who have money just buy 'the brand' without the sense of style.

5. Extreme cimate, the difference of hot and cold in summer and winter is way too vast, and there is not really a spring nor autumn, in simple sense its just summer and winter.

At work today!

Let me just write down how one person at work talk to me, I was working on my system and she talk to me from behind and i did'nt realise she was standing there untill she open her mouth.
Her - Zo, give me 20
Me - Suddenly turn my back looking up at her, with surprise that she was standing, also the tone of voice with an 'order' statement... and I finally said, "For?"
Her - Its A's birthday, for the cake.
Me - I don't have money here, I have to go outside to the locker room. ( and then I stand up)
While i stand up from my chair and locking my system while standing up she said this...
Her - Lock your system and get the money.
OMG, can't these people stop behaving like some 'big boss', or let say 'old woman'. Is this the way to talk to people/others, to anybody? ...

ps-these bitches are annoying as hell, me and one colleague call them ' aunties' ...hahaha ( evil laughter) and these aunties are the same level as ours but just so we are new in this org.they are showing their authorities and seniority ( though we are all same post and position) basically i may call it 'bullying'.

Why do some girls behave this way?

Im a girl too, a straight girl infact. But there are few things I cant understand or tolerate of the behaviour of some girls. Here are few examples :-

1. Girls who talk like a child, probably they think its cute, but not at all cute in my opinion.
2. Girls who expect a guy to do everything for them, everything means literally everything. I know chivalry is not dead, infact its sexy, but why cant some girls are so girly-girl to the point that it annoyed other, like me. Im not jealous here, nor im saying about a boyfriend and girlfriend, let them make do of each other, thats not my business and that is not the point im making here. But a girl asking/requesting a guy ( not her boyfriend, not even a close friend, but maybe a colleague or something of that sort) to do this or that for her...
3. Girls who have no dress sense.
4. Girls who dont shaved or wax their brows or legs regularly.
5. Girls who never use bad words ( these are the type im very scared of, smiling and being polite all the time 24 hrs/7, you can never know whats behind their sleeves).
6. Girls who cries easily. I cried too when I watched a sad movie, or something of that sort. What I mean here are those girls who cry when they have headache, who cry when they miss their bus/metro etc... stupid!

I know there are more points, but let this be for today. I'll add when I have more time, as I have to go soemwhere.

Girly Quotes

1. When a girl says, ' I'm done', it means 'fight for me'.
2. Silence is a girl's loudest cry.
3. Im tough, ambitious, and know exactly what I want. If that makes me a bitch, okay. 
4. Be a girl with a mind, a bitch with an attitude, and a lady with class.
5. When a girl says,'dont worry about it', you'd better worry about it.
6. There's always a wild side to an innocent face.
7. I'm mistaken for a flirt when im friendly. I'm mistaken for a bitch when im blunt. I'm mistaken for sad when i'm alone. I'm mistaken for shy when im quiet. Quit assuming and get to know me.
8. Whatever you gave a woman, she will make it greater. Give her sperm, she will give you a baby. Give her a house, she will give you a home. Give her groceries, she will give you a meal. Give her a smile, she will give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. If you give her crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.
9. I want to be like Barbie, that bitch has everything
10. She did what she had to do in order to find happiness.

Acne

How I hate acne!

I have acne since I was about 15 yrs, and I passed 25 yrs couple of years ago and I still have acne. Its annoying as hell. It does lowered my self-esteem at some point in my life. It was not a flagrant acne that spread my whole face, but I have them mostly on my forehead and lower cheek. In my first phases of acne, it is only on my forehead, and rarely on my cheeks. After some years passed, I also start to have on my cheeks, specially on my right side of cheeks. I had been to so many dermatologist  and tried too many skin ointments, soaps and tablets that I am somehow very reluctant to try another medicine, thinking this might not really solve. There are some drugs that worked well while using it, but as soon as I stop the drug the result of the drugs also stops, like the drugs never permanently kill the acne bacteria. I want a permanent solution of removing acne. 

These days I am starting another medicine again, I hope this time it works and a permanent erase of acne from my skin.